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i need a miracle

October 26, 2006

i haven't heard this until this morning..
although i know most of plus one songs..
it wasn't included in the 2 albums that i bought..
but it really feels good to hear this at this moment..
listening to a song that seems to be made just for you..

yeah, i desperately needed a miracle from You..

I Need A Miracle
By: Plus One

Tell me what's it gonna take
I'm running out of prayers Lord
Can't you see I'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging you please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from you

I'm tired of days
That feel like this
When hurt is like a rope
Wrapped around my wrist
I know your listening
I know it's in your hands
But still I'm out here in the dark
I just don't understand (understand)

Tell me what's it gonna take
I'm running out of prayers Lord
Can't you see i'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging you please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from you

I know you're tired
With plans to keep
Off saving someone's life
Or calming stormy seas
But I'm not asking you
To bring me back the moon
All I need is a little help
That can only come from you

Tell me what's it gonna take
I'm running out of prayers Lord
Can't you see I'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging you please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from you
How long can I go on this way
I need you to plead my case
To turn this thing around

Tell me what's it gonna take (what's it gonna take)
I'm running out of prayers Lord (out of prayer lord)
Can't you see I'm helpless (can't you see helpless)
Down here on my knees (I'mmm onn my knees)
I'm begging you please (I got nothing left to do I'm callng you Lord)
There's nothing left for me to do (I'm begging you pleeease)
I need a miracle from you

Tell me what's it gonna take (what's it gonna take)
I'm running out of prayers Lord (What's it gonna take, Lord)
Can't you see i'm helpless
Down here on my knees
I'm begging you please
There's nothing left for me to do
I need a miracle from you

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gone

October 23, 2006

i really into singing this song…
i just played it for the nth time on my way to work.

something in the lyrics really hits me…
just wanna sing it for you.. not you..
you, my despicable habit! >.<

'self-destructing in 5… 4… 3… 2… <gone>'


Gone
by: Kelly Clarkson

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
no way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that dropped like acid rain
you washed away the best of me
you don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
never opened
nothing matters
when you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you

Always ending, always over
back and forth, up and down like a roller coaster
I am breaking that habit today

You know you did it
I'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it babe
Take the hint and walk away cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone
Gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone.

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cartoon psychoanalysis

October 19, 2006

received this from our mailing list earlier…
my favorite among the list:

Marvin the Martian

You are DEFINITELY in control of your life. People say you're a "Control Freak". You're the kind of person who is ALWAYS paranoid with unimportant issues, but that's ok 'cause there is always someone there to relieve that paranoia. Love is very valuable to you. Relationships have been hardships for you but just remember that you're in control.

guess it's true.. very true, huh..

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nihongo wo benkyou shimashou! take 2

October 17, 2006

2 good sites i've just discovered..

Nihongo o Narau - Learn Japanese (site)
JapanesePod101.com (site)

enjoy! ^__^

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happy birthday chepie

thanks sa treats!
sarap sarap ng foods
grabe, talagang pwede lahat sa akin
di nga lang nakapag-ice cream
waaah mamimiss ko foods na dala mo
lalu na ngayon na meron ka ng cookbook
anyway, o-tanjoubi omedetou chepie-chan!
may God continually bless you!

eto mga pics:

si chepie nung bata pa.. hehe, jodan dake!

make a wish!

bday cake!!! yum yum!

gui girls!

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when things start to fall apart…

October 16, 2006

take cover, run to safety
watch out for falling debris

T_T

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lamentation

October 15, 2006

close my eyes
shut my mind
burn my hands
quench my heart
embrace my solitude
mourn my bitterness
wash my ghastliness
save me from myself
help me on my way out
of this road to perdition

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lipad, darna, lipad

October 13, 2006

di pala si darna.. si rochelle pala..
pasensya sa kakulitan pagnagpapatranslate ng docs.
good luck sa next job mo…
at sana nagustuhan mo picture mo, hehehe.
(^_^)v

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pulis pangkalawakan

October 10, 2006

salamat sa youtube
at sa wakas
natapos ko na rin
ang matagal ko ng hinihintay
na ending ng

tada!!!



sha-i-da!

spoiler alert…

just learned..
lalaki pala si ida O_O 

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happy birthday rai & vetz…

October 6, 2006

double celebration sa group!
eto mga pics.. mwehehe

ang handa…

birthday boy & girl, sabay pa talaga.. hehe
(lagot ako kay gagamboy)

at syempre, the gifts…


rai & vetz, o-tanjoubi omedetou
\ (^___^) /

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nihongo wo benkyou shimashou!

a really interesting site for those who want
to study daily japanese expression (informal)…
correct usage (gender sensitive) is also included..

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to ponder…

October 5, 2006

a dilemma:

will you change for love…

or will you let love change you?

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1o53r

waah.. i lost.. hajimete with frank
kakaasar talaga si doombringer.. ang bagal >.<
pero ang galing talaga ni frank with silencer…
galing-galing talaga..
waahh.. sana mabeat ko sya using doom..
rematch ulit ha!

—-

Off topic: grrr… nakaka-asar..
naiwan ako ng service kahit na andun na ako sa tabi nya.
nagsayang tuloy ako ng 2 tawag..

this is one of the few things that really gets into my nerve…

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october celebrants: o-tanjoubi omedetou!!!

sa office:

 

atbp:

bheye: 10/7
rezza: 10/8
arvin: 10/11
cris: 10/12
janis: 10/15
jenevie: 10/17
ambo: 10/19
rose jean 10/20
glendy: 10/22
aiai: 10/24
argeline: 10/30

MINA-SAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

MAY GOD CONTINUALLY GUIDE YOU IN YOUR JOURNEY THROUGH LIFE..

———-

hay… tinamad ng bumati separately.. hehehe
pagsinipag na lang saka ko na lang babatiin
isa-isa… saka kung merong special event.. hehe

saka dun sa nakalimutan ko.. sowi po..
pasabi na lang para madagdag.. hehe ^__^

———-

credits nga pala.. sa pic sa taas..
gawa nga pala yan ni chepot.. galing-galing ^^

 

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double damaged

October 4, 2006

one stupidity
twice the hurt

such a hedgehog

a hopeless case

am i?

—-

so why am i still doing this..
such a self-destructing behavior..
somebody please tell me to stop.

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f33d3r

October 3, 2006

sportsfest update… dota:

that's me! f33d3r
8 kills 13 deaths..using lich?!!
naka aegis pa ako ng lagay nun ha.
i'm such a loser. T_T
i lost my touch..
or do i really have THE touch…

well, at least panalo naman kami.
(that's me sourgraping)

salamat at wala nang third game
di na ako magkakalat.. >.<

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Movie Poster

October 2, 2006

A result of an one idle afternoon..

Hehehe.. tinuloy ko lang naman yung ginagawa ni edz..
pero ayun, naging overstay na..
ayos naman di ba?

Sensya na, pinost na walang paalam.. hehe

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appalled

… of myself.

na experience nyo na ba yun
yung kagigising mo lang
tapos binuhusan ka ng tubig

ako… hindi pa
pero feeling ko
yung mararamdaman mo kapag
binuhusan ka ng tubig
katulad ng nararamdaman ko

———-

mas simple sana ang buhay
kung hindi mo na lang ginawa yun

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september

October 1, 2006

a month had past without a post
though quite a jolly one
i will just let them pass
and won't let this blog know

—–

broken promise, broken heart,
broken soul, broken dream

o cry with me september
let your rain pour down in my eyes

since the day has come
when half of life has dawned

let sorrow mock my sanity
and disgust run through my blood

weep, shout, o soul of mine
and let them linger a moment

when reason has gone
and dream is lost

to a world which is known
as nowhere

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crossroads

September 12, 2006

right now, i am in a crossroad–a moment that could change my life forever.
although i had thought of it many times before reaching this point,
it seems that i'm doubting every plan that i have, now that i'm here.
maybe i just need to talk seriously with somebody to enlighten me…
give me knowledge to choose the better path,
and courage to make me tread that path which i would choose…

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