caught in the middle

been used to it–in my family, at work..
still, i don't want the feeling.

i'm not complaining, i even feel that this is my call.
but this time, it's more difficult,
being in the middle yet totally misplaced.
so much to do, yet lacks power to do it.

in the end, i feel helpless and pathetic…
feeling frustrated right now..

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i wish i could help you…
i wish i know what to do…
to save you from the place where i was…
so that you won't end up like me…
in the middle of the crowd… yet so alone.