hedgehog’s dilemma

why do i always hurt those whom i love…
i just wish i could just pluck these thorns out…
it should be easy.. it's the right thing…
but being 'born' with it.. getting used to it…
so difficult to change…

so afraid to hurt them… so afraid to be alone..
being caught it the middle.. again..
i really hate this feeling…
God help me.

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Hedgehog's Dilemma

The hedgehog's dilemma states that the closer two beings come to each other,
the more likely they are to hurt one another;
however if they remain apart, they will each feel the pain of loneliness.

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i learned this dilemma from another hedgehog, shinji…
you're changing now.. maybe, i could, too.
maybe someday… maybe…

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to you.. i'm deeply sorry…
this apology may be not enough;
but that's all i can offer right now…