brighten up

  yeah, i just can't get over this…so funny!
(thankful that i had this despite my gloomy day-start)
this was sent in our gaming mailing list earlier.
hope you'll like this, too.. it just brighten up my day..
so enjoy!

behind these hazel eyes

i haven't listened well to this song before.
but just as i browsed the mp3s in this computer
looking for a mild-angst song
(read:non-avril-eminem-linkin-park-like song),
i then fully understood and song and
felt this was appropriate for the day..

 i've heard a few song of Kelly Clarkson and she has a
nice way of intepreting songs that
borderlines gloom and even depression.
maybe, i should really buy her album
(i'm always having 2nd thoughts since it cost much)

i'm not depressed now, but i feel something wrong (gloomy?) inside.
and it's been recurring for few days…
though this song does not hold true 100%
(i don't even have hazel eyes to begin with)
it may partially represent the mixed feelings i have right now.

Behind these Hazel Eyes
by: Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore…

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes